Grey: What's Next?

Thank you to everyone who has been lifting me up in prayer the past few months! I have decided to be done serving in Haiti for the time being, and just want to highlight a few reasons why I have chosen this direction.

Living in Haiti and serving alongside Many Hands for Haiti has been an incredible journey. I have made so many friends that I will cherish in my heart for years to come. I have learned so much being here and I embrace everything I have learned from the Lord, my fellow Haitian staff, and my co-worker Heather. I have learned a lot about trust, faithfulness, love, and sacrifice. I am blessed to have been a part of the work being done here and I find that it has grown me so much into a stronger young woman. 

I believe the Lord is calling me elsewhere, although where exactly, I am not yet certain. I have been praying about open doors and people to be placed in my path when the timing is right in moving forward with other ministry options. God has been showing me what it looks like to trust Him and the plan that He has – even when I cannot see that far ahead. Sometimes things are black and sometimes they’re white. But this next step for me: it’s grey. I don’t know what will be next, but what I do know is that I serve a God of color, beauty, and vibrancy and I choose to trust that He knows what’s next.

These past few months the Lord has been tugging on my heart, speaking tenderly to me like He does so well. I felt like my hands were open but He was not dropping anything into them. The wise Father comforted me by revealing a few profound questions. Can I accept Him anyway? Even with these empty hands? Can He be enough in this moment? It comforts me to know that my God sees so many more steps ahead of what I see. Right now, I believe He is calling me to obedience, like He did when He called me to Haiti. I did not know what would be ahead of me; I just knew that I was to be there. I knew that I was called to not only go, but to trust Him and act faithfully. That is what I am trying to do now.   

My love for Haiti is still strong and I love the work being done here. I am awaiting the Lord on what ministry outside of Haiti looks like and I am very eager in pursuing His further plans for me and for the expanding of His Kingdom, whether in formal ministry or otherwise.

I am so grateful that you have been following me and experiencing things with me on this incredible journey. Bondye bon (God is good) J

Trusting Him,

Cassidy

Love[in'] the Moment

Lately I've been learning what it really means to love. To be present. To be fully and totally submerged in what is going on around me and completing tasks to the best of my ability with my focus Heavenward. Of course, my focus isn't always on things above, in fact - lots of times I get caught up in wondering about other things, less important things, rather than being.

Being. In the moment.

Loving. In the moment.

Loving the moment.

1 Thessalonians 3:12 -"May the Lord make your love increase and overflow for each other and for everyone else."

Love. "We love because He first loved us." 1 John 4:19

"Living radical isn't about where you live- it's about how you love. It's about realizing - Love doesn't happen when you arrive in a certain place. It happens when your heart arrives in a certain place - wherever you are, right where you are, dirt road Africa or side street America. Because it isn't where we love. It's who we love. The reward of loving is in the loving; loving is itself the great outcome of loving. The success of loving is in how we change because we kept on loving - regardless of anything else changing." ----- Ann Voskamp. Author of "One Thousand Gifts."

My reward is seeing one of these precious ones smiling up at me with their tiny faces covered in rice. Their eyes smiling with gratitude and treasured innocence. My reward is hearing my name shouted out over the rumble of the motorcycle as we ride past little houses and playing children, and hoping that one day they can shout even louder the name of Jesus over the rumble of opposition and trials because they saw love displayed in their neighborhood.

When we love right where we are, in the moments we are given, when our love increases because of Jesus, we will evidently overflow. People will see - and, in turn, be blessed and hopefully love the way they once saw it before.

And is that not our calling? To love? To bless?

Indeed, it is.

For when we love and bless in Jesus' name, no matter where we are, we further His Kingdom and reveal His character so that others can see this Jesus we believe in.

And then there's value in cherishing the moments you have with those around you. Loving a little deeper each day - every chance you are given. Loving the moment.

Loving the moment of a child on my lap clapping their tiny hands to Jezi Renmen Mwen (Jesus Loves Me), or loving the string of notes that make up How Great Thou Art coming from our cook Beatrice's lips as she humbly serves us by cooking a meal or doing the dishes.

My prayer for myself and for you, dear reader, is that your love may increase and overflow to those around you. That you may fully be in the moments that you are given. Stretch our your hand. Help a stranger. Love in the moment.

Embrace the moments. Love each and every one of them.

Because life is a gift. And a gift worth loving.